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Sunday, March 2, 2008


Why did the disease choose me? I cannot carry it if its just for the word fate.

Though I’m seeing the same view as yesterday, though I’m walking the same road as yesterday, my world has totally changed. Surely I will never laugh like that again. The old me no longer exists.

Day by day like this, will I be unable to do things? When I close my eyes, I become frightened of the next day approaching. When the morning comes, I get so afraid, pondering about whether it may get worse. I’m so scared of the time passing by.

Aya Ikeuchi

My opinion:
People say that humans are the only greedy ones that want to live longer. But is it really greed? To try and live even though it’s impossible. Is it really greed? Even though patients may be faced with many obstacles and adversities, they still try their best to survive on strongly and resiliently without giving up. It is not wrong for these patients to grasp at every bit of life that they can get as every ray of hope is also a source of comfort and relief for these patients whom may not live long enough to do what they want.
My mind's unweaving/ 9:28 PM